never return

it's still sept 16 a bad day for me is anyone out there listening who knows i made this blog at the behest of my first teacher i'm here and realize i've told you my name so already i've limited what i will say in this space anonymity provides freedom my mind and imagination are too free for most people and places i have a rich imagination a great spirit and i will say what i can here but truly if i say all i can i will invite attacks and i will lose what little i now have it's the way it's always been because in the end i've never had the courage or the foundation to somehow break out of the small world into one large enough to accept my genius and those of you who turn off now can leave this blog and never return